What do we do with our suffering?
Joining again with Diana Trautwein’s Blog – Last week Diana opened the door to a series-within-the-series, a set of questions that touch on the Big Topic of suffering. This week’s question jumps in a little deeper:
It reminded me of something really important I learned from my mentor/spiritual director friend, Shirley.

Our friendship began
It was about grief – and this week, I lift a sentence and expand on it from a post written to her in celebration of her birthday a few years ago.
When my brother died,
I knew I had to see you,
because I knew you knew,
the way no one else would know
because you had lost your brother
And then few months later
I told you I felt guilty
as I compared
my loss of a brother
to my sister-in-law’s loss of a husband.
That was surely worse,
wasn’t it?
And you reminded me not to quantify grief.
Everyone’s grief is their own, you said
and cannot be compared
to another’s grief.
Losing a brother is different
from a wife losing a husband
from a daughter losing a dad
from a son losing a dad
from a father losing a son
from a mother losing a son.
You said even though
you had lost a brother
you did not lose my brother.
This was a relief.
I was now free to
process my own grief.
For grief minimized
is pain unaddressed.
And the pain is carried
for years
buried beneath
the living of life
only to re-surface.
And surface it will.
joining with (in)courage – on finding freedom to tell our stories
Such a great reminder! Nothing good comes from comparing…especially when we compare grief. This is beautifully written!
Karen, Thank you so much for visiting here. I took a trip over to your blog and left a couple comments…inspired to write my grandson a letter as he enters middle school…on top of that, they are moving this summer, so it’s really a big deal. thanks.
I’m so glad you have such a wise friend, Carol. Sometimes we need those friend-voices in our lives to remind us of truths we’ve ignored or forgotten. Thanks so much for linking up again this week.